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[27 Feb 2005|12:26pm]
[ mood | im so TO-ed ]

im really fucking PISSED OFF right now. this whole week im going to be utterly PISSED OFF. so everyone should just stay away from me. mikes dad is a fucking dick who uses me as a punishment to mike. he's all "AS FOR YOUR PUNISHMENT, YOU CAN'T SEE KATIE FOR A WEEK" like what the FUCK. is he fucking serious? so now IIIII have to deal with the fact that mike is punished. its like were both punished now. because im going to have to go to school everyday and think about it. think about the fact that i cant see mike for a week. maybe this will be good for us. i dont know anything. all i know is that jamie is coming to my rescue and we decided to smoke and go to the mall to cheer me up.

JESSICA L0VEJOY: yeah.. I've got like a hundred saved for abercrombie jeans.
DiORxKiNDAxGiRL: what lmfao
DiORxKiNDAxGiRL:  are you serious
JESSICA L0VEJOY: i just want them so bad I can fucking taste it.
DiORxKiNDAxGiRL: lmfoalmfoa
DiORxKiNDAxGiRL: you can taste the jeans?
JESSICA L0VEJOY: thats why I have no money.. I feel in debt already.
JESSICA L0VEJOY: yes.
so tasty and denimy

 

fuck. i cant even call mike now because his sister is online. yeah... and his dad took his celly away. great.

 

right now. the best song in the whole world is better off by ASHLEE SIMPSON. lol. it is.

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[09 Feb 2005|03:20pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Today is the first day I actually feel like I HAVE time. All other days are hopeless. Yesterday I got my way at school. There were supposed to give me Social Cinema as a paired elective with Psychology, and they 'didn't have enough room'. So, they decided they'll put me in 'instruments 2' for no reason. So, I went to guindance and I was like "Listen, I already have the music credit that I need to graduate, so give me Social Cinema or I'm just not going to go to 9th period." So, they decided to fill the class up with a bunch of black delinquent that won't even end up going in the first place. I mean come on, it's 9TH PERIOD! Rather than put someone in the class that will actually get something from it. So, yeah, all in all. My mom called, and they still didn't put me in the class. Finally, my guidance counselor realized that if she kept me in instruments 2, that it would be a waste, and it would bring my whole average down. So, she dropped my 9th period altogether and I now have a 1-8, and on Fridays I have 2-8. That means I actually get some time to myself when I come home. Not for long though, I'm always leaving within the next hour to go do God knows what else.

Oh yeah...Stevo... I love how you come right into McDonalds and I'm at register, and you don't even like, say HI. Charlie too. Thanks.

Kryssee... where the FUCK have you been? I haven't heard from you in like 3 months nig. I loves you.

Jame... where you talking about me being the downer friend... since when?

i'm sick


whatthefuckmanwhatthefuckman

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[30 Jan 2005|11:26pm]

ugh I'm so fucking bored. I'm broke too. Tomorrow is the last day before back to school. :( Hung out with Steph tonight, we went to Matt's to pick something up and waited for a cab for soooo long. Then, my dad decided to be an asshole and come pick me up because he's as tight as a clams ass. Now, I don't know if I should go to sleep, or stay up for a little while. Hmm...


I love Mike. I always will.

Just felt like throwing that out there. I'm so moody, and indecisive right now. I have no clue what's going on. I don't even know what to say anymore.
night. <3

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[22 Jan 2005|11:58pm]
[ mood | worried ]

I miss how everything used to be right now. Whether it was 2 years ago, or 6 months ago. I just miss it. Two things that I just wish were the same. I miss not having any responsibilities. I miss how everything was so diffeent between us. I'm so lost at this point in my life that I don't know how to react. I need to fulfill the things I want but I don't know how to achieve them. I just want to help whatever it is that I need to get what I want. I want to stop all of this. I should just erase this, but they are my feelings. I have no one right now. I just want everyone back.

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[22 Jan 2005|11:45am]
[ mood | amused ]

Damn... a blizzard compared to 1996 right before I go on regents week vacation. This means I get to do nothing tonight, and maybe even tomorrow. Just work. Fuck. Monday we have school but of course I'm not going because it's like the LAST day, and we did nothing on Friday so I could imagine how much action there is gonna be on Monday. I have off until Feb 1st, or 2nd. I'm not sure. I joined nautilus women with my mother, and I've been going religiously. I'm going in a little while with her. Then after that I have work 3-8. 5 hours. Not that bad. They pay so shitty, but I love it there. Everyone is so funny, and nice. It's such a great atmosphere. I have to put in a note today telling the managers to give me Monday the 31st off, and also I'm gonna tell them that if their gonna give me hours on Wednesdays, and Fridays. I'm gonna tell them to give me like 6-10 or something.

Everyone go to stopashlee.com and sign the petition. thanx. <3

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[07 Jan 2005|03:43pm]
[ mood | blah ]

 

Lie awake, wondering. If things could have been much different. Second chance, what's become of a friendship if you can call this one? Stayed in touch, stood behind. While I gave you space, and you invade mine. Well everyone makes mistakes, you let me down for the last time. Truth prevails and there's nothing you can hide. And I wash my hands of you, I'm getting on with my life. And the shit remains the same. It makes no difference, in this stupid world we know.

Yeah well, I have work at 5. Then probably hanging out with Mike or Billy, since Jamie can't hang out. Let's not go there. I got a 95 on my analysis essay of the movie "Daddy" for my psych class. My teacher said I wrote the best one he's read in a long, long time, and I got the highest grade in the class. He also said that I would make a very good psychologist one day. So that brightened up my day. Now, I have to go get ready for work. Blah.

I like the thing Amanda has in her away message.

"Dear work,

I hate you.

Love, Katie"

 

<3

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[01 Jan 2005|10:17pm]

I'm watching the pig face twilight zone episode. Happy New Year to everyone. Everyone has these god damn resolutions and past times in their journals, but I don't have any. Well, I guess the only thing I could say is that I hope I do everything I did wrong last year, right this year.

 Sooo... I went to the city with Mike on Thursday. We went shopping in Soho. I went to the MAC store, and I bought 4 pigments (kitschmas, blue brown, cornflower, and pink opal), and a brush cleaner. I'm so in love with them. So, I spent like $100. Then we went and did other shopping. I got a rabbit fur scarf, a pink Dior scarf/belt, a D&G belt, a heart bracelet, 3 Dior bags, extremely sexy sunglasses. There's too much stuff to name. After shopping we went to eat at this really fancy Italian restaurant. I think it was called Feco or something. Then after that we went to the Knitting Factory to see the show. We watched all the bands and left before H20 because we were hot, tired, and wanted to go home. Hazen St only played like 4 songs, but they put on a really good set anyways.

New Years Eve.... I worked 12-4. Mike's mom picked me up at work and we went back to his house. His family came over and his uncle bought us this average sized bottle of vodka. We mixed it with gingerale, and drank. His uncle aslo made us some mixed drinks. It was really fun when the ball dropped. I tried calling cabs at like 2 but they were all busy so Mike's dad called my dad and told him it was okay for me to sleep over. I slept in Cynthia's room and I came home today and went to work at 4. Now I'm sitting here looking for cliffnotes for all my sons by arthur miller for the past hour and 15 minutes. and I haven't found one piece of shit. FUCK.

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[28 Dec 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | calm ]

yeah so, as you can see, I'm in this argument with Jamie because she thinks I lied to her one night and told her it was too clod to go out and then I went to hang out with Billy instead, and ditched her. Which is bullshit because she called me on my way to home from the mall before work that day and told me she couldnt chill because she had to close at her job. I even asked her friend Stephanie that day when I was leaving work, if Jamie was really working that night, and she said she didn't know. So, if I was lying, why would I bother asking Stephanie that? For fun? Because I was setting myself up or some bullshit? Sounds like a waste of time to me. So yeah. I'm just chillin' out until she realizes that I never said what she thinks I said. It's actually making me really depressed that this had to happen. She also says that she calls me and I dont even give her the time of day. Hell, I should be glad she even calls me on her half hour break at work. Yeah ok. I have enough problems, I don't need these too.

So, anyways, went to see Meet the Fockers today. It was actually really funny. I suggest everyone go see it, or get it on bootleg, however you like to kick it. I'm going shopping in the city on Thursday, with Mike. Then, we're probably gonna go out to eat and then head to the Knitting Factory to see H20, Autopilot Off, and Hazen St. I don't know how I'm gonna get home, but we'll figure it out. We might have to leave early if the show ends too late. I need to get new jeans. When I get my paycheck I'm going to the mall and shopping. I'm in need of so much shit. I'm so bored right now. ughhh.

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[27 Dec 2004|11:05pm]

yknow what dude. you wanna write in your xanga. then here is my fucking answer jame. I don't know WHAT THE FUCK you think you said on the phone to me thursday night, but from what i clearly remember, i was walking home from the bus stop with mike and you told me "katie, i can't hang out tonight because i have to close" and i was like okay whatever, no fucking surprise. its raining anyways so i suggested that we'd exchange presents sometime during the week. and you said "okay, im sure ill see you sometime during the vaca" so okay. there you go. THATS WHAT I HEARD. i never said its too cold out. maybe you're just making up excuses because it's getting to you that i hang out with billy instead of you, because you're never AROUND???? I've been working for the past two weeks. and i'm always around after work. we were supposed to chill on weds. WHO COULDNT DO IT? YOU. not me. you. so what did i do. i fucking diddled myself at home. then thursday. you couldnt hang out again. so instead of rounding off the week with another diddling at home, i went to hang out with billy, whom is always around. unlike someone else. YEAH AND I KNOW that you got RESPONSIBILITIES. stop using that as a lame excuse not to see your real friends. so does everyone else. but i still make time to fucking chill with billy. greenridge is RIGHT around the corner, and my cell phone is too. the only phone calls i get from you are to tell me you cant go through with our plans. so if you wanna fight over this stupid shit, saying that i never call you. that's bullshit. because i ring up your celly all the fucking time, and you know it. then i get a phone call from you a day later. saying your phone was off (another surprise?) or you were at work. oh yeah and all the other times you call me, are when you're at work, on break, or at kevins house. oh yay. is that the only time you could fucking fit me into your schedule of going to the mall with whomever, and having kevin pick you up? so nice to have a fucking best friend who fucking ditches you for a car ride. thanks alot dude. i think i will stick to hanging out with billy. and the next time you call me. i WILL tell you to go fuck yourself and say its too cold out, since im way too cool for you. i think youre the one whos too fucking cool for me anymore. thanks for going to the hazen st concert with me this thursday. or did you just tell me you dont wanna go, because mikes going? or because you think they REALLY NEED you at burger king that night? because youre a fucking crew chief and you sit there and do nothing anyways? why dont you just fucking RUN burger king already dude? get OVER yourself. they dont need you THAT BADLY that if you dont fucking work because you have plans with me for one night, the whole BK industry is going to suddenly crash because JAMIELYNN SEGUINE COULDNT WORK! theres some fucking hidden reason of why you dont wanna go, and youre using burger king as a lame way to cover it up. im sure if someone else called you and asked you to chill, you would have jumped at the oppurtunity. and that mkaes me feel REALLLL good. thanx dude. im so glad you're my "BEST FRIEND" maybe i was for the past few years. but right this second i dont have any best friends.

If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. You can keep to yourself. I'll keep out of your way. And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down. Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out. It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room, when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds. So call it quits or get a grip. Say you wanted a solution. You just wanted to be missed. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.

 

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[24 Dec 2004|12:22am]
[ mood | blah ]

This is long, and I'm really bored.

Stolen from JamerzCollapse )

yeah, it's officially Christmas Eve. I'm in like, another world when I'm on the computer. Staring at the screen brings me into my sub-concious mind for some reason. I just go into the longest dazes. Today was my last day of training at work. So, from Monday on I'm on my own. I'm working, Mon, Wed, Fri, Sat, and Sun. For training, I made 40 bucks. Which isn't bad for training. I also have to go cash my check sometime tomorrow. I didn't go to school today, so I went to Mike's. We hung out until like 2 and then we had to go to best buy, because I had to buy him christmas presents. But I had to be at work at 4, and the line was at the back of the store. It was ridiculous, and it was SO stressful. I felt so mad/sad at the fact that I couldn't buy Mike his christmas presents, so I stood outside crying to him about it for like 15 minutes in the rain. He said it's okay, and we'll exchange presents on Sunday. So, now I have to get a ride to Best Buy on Sunday and buy them, wrap them, then go to his house. After work I got a free salad. I called Billiam a few times but he didn't answer 'cause he was sleeping. I went home and he called me at like 9:30. We went to Country Donuts and got coffee and talked, like always. He walked with me home and we talked on my porch for like an hour or so. I was so happy that I actually got to hang out just me and Billy. I miss hanging out with Billy and just talking. He's got such valid points, he understands me, and he can carry on such a good conversation. I just wish SOME PEOPLE would understand that Billy is one of my best friends, and I just like to hang out with him maybe once a week, aside from everything else I do, and not be bitched at for it. I hate dealing with the same thing I deal with each time, and nothing ever happens. I just need a good person to talk to aside from my work/school/boyfriend fulfilled life. I need OTHER realtionships. I need contact with my FRIENDS, and I'm sorry that that friend is a guy. I'm so sorry. But to tell you the God's honest truth, there really is nothing I can do about the fact that I connect more with a guy than a girl.

 

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[19 Dec 2004|03:05am]
[ mood | excited ]

Worked this morning. Made like 50 bucks or so for the show. Mike's uncle picked me up at the Kings Arms and we went straight to the show. Like, two bands went on before the Exploited came on. The first band (the Nihilistics) they were okay. The lead singer was smashed, and he kept taking beers and spraying them at everyone and I was lucky to only get hit with tiny drops. Or should I say he was lucky? hahaha. So yeah, apparently later on that same lead singer came up onto stage with his pants at his knees, while the Exploited was playing, and he explained that he was getting it on with some girl and she stole his wallet. LOL. After that band, a band called "Resiliance" came on. They were actually really good, so I bought their cd. The guy from the band gave me some stickers too. Not to mention he was sexy. ;) haha. Mike bought an Exploited hoodie, which I'm going to steal because it's sooo comfy and it's probably going to be small on him. So, it'll fit me perfectooooooo. After the show most people left and we ere waiting for the crowd to leave and some guy sits down and starts chatting to Alison and Rebecca about shows, and how he knows punks in Staten Island. Turns out that this guy was Jake from the Casualties. He cut off all his hair too, so he was hardly recognizable to tell you the truth. After that we were getting ready to leave and I was going to buy my Resiliance cd and the guy from the Nihilistics told us to take anything we want from the bin. I guess he was giving all the shit out. he said it's not about the money. They had everything in there. I took a shirt and a cd, Mike took two shirts, and a cd. Then Alison went inside and grabbed all of their cds, all of their vinyls, everything they had.

So yeah. The show wasn't bad at all. I liked it. Mike and I were going to sleep over his mamaws but his parents wouldn't let us because she already had to watch his brother and sister. So we just hung out with Ali for a little while and then we took a cab home. Tomorrow I have to go pick up my check. A big not even 40 dollars probably. I only worked two days so far. I'm working 3 this week. I need to tell them I need the 30th off. Even if I don't get to see Hazen St, I'm going to the city to shop. I'm purchasing everything in sight on that day. Someone save me.

I just want to make some little notes here.

Amanda you little twat why don't you fuckin' talk to me anymore you sketchbag.

and Stevo I wanted to tell you I appreciated you letting us all chillizzle in your room the other day. It was definitely good times.

So tired. Goodnight. <33

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I'm so so so bored. [15 Dec 2004|04:17pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Today sucks really hairy balls. I called Jamie, but she can never be contacted. EVER. I was supposed to see Mike today, but since the idiot had to mess up his face last night, he couldn't go to school. Then that means, I can't come over. So, yeah, more about that. His parents went to bowling last night, we had to watch his brother and sister. We're on his bed or whatever, he turns around to shut the window really really fast, and boom. He hit his face on the side of his window sill. He wouldn't let me see because I cry when I see blood in situations like that. Especially on him. So he runs into the bathroom and hes bleeding everywhere. His eyebrow swelt up in like two seconds. You have no idea what this looked like. You know when weird people get tattoos and they want the full effect so they get like some kind of implanted bumps under their skin along with the tattoo? Well yeah, he had one of those right under his eyebrow hanging over his eyelid. Plus, under that, there was a gash where the skin got ripped off. THEN, on his nose, there was a piece of skin that was ripped off, but it was hanging. Can you say GROSS? Ugh, I started flipping out all over the place. Crying and everything. I didn't know what to do. So, when I calmed down I ran downstairs and I got ice, and I called his mom and told her she had to come home. So, they came, and everything turned out to be fine. So, he stayed home from school today, and since his mom didn't want him to, I was allowed to come over. So, I was like whatever. I wouldn't wanna go to school looking like I got layed out either.

Wow there is so much going on. I got back my PSAT results. It's horrible news. I got a 1070 out of 2400, which is the new one. and I think someone said I got a 720 out of 1600 out of the old one. So, yeah, it really bad. But most of the reason for that is because my proctor, that was supposed to be explaining how to take the test, such as how to do that part where you have to fill in the math questions. I was sitting there and he didn't say start, he didn't explain how to fill it in, or anything. Then, he's like "you have 10 minutes left" and I was like whatttt!! I was fucking sitting there waiting for him to give directions for 15 minutes of the time. It was fucking retarded. He didn't even tell us the fact that if you get something wrong you loose 1/4 a point. He was just like "okay, don't cheat or you'll be thrown out, okay start now". After the holidays my parents are looking into SAT Prep classes. Which I really need, obviously.

I went for training for McDonalds on Monday. It wasn't that bad. I learned how to make fries, how to do lobby, and where everything was so far. Plus, I had to do some E Learning program on how to make fries, how to clean lobby, and what the difference between clean and sanitary is. lmfao. Clean means cleared of all crumbs, grease, and whatever mess in sight. Sanitary means to be sanitized of all disease cause bacteria. That's basically what it is anyways. lololol. I go in for my 2nd day of training tomorrow. I have no clue what I'll be learning next.

I'm going to see the exploited on Saturday at the continental with Mike, is uncle Bob, aunt Maureen, Rebecca and Ally. We were supposed to be going to see the Misfits on Friday instead, but they cancelled the show. After the show on Sat, we might go to the Christmas show at Docks. It's gonna end so late, and the good bands dont go on until late, so I don't know if were gonna go. But we probbly will. We might sleepover his uncles house but I wanted to work on Sunday because my mom is on good stations.

Fucker. I'm so fucking bored. JAMIE, PICK UP YOUR FUCKING PHONE GOD JESUS DAMMNIT.

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GATORADEEEE.... water suckssss... it really really sucksss. [09 Dec 2004|02:28pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Yesterday was 8 months for me and Mike. I was so excited. He had no school so, I decided to call in school for myself and go to his house in the morning. We spent the whole day together. It was exciting. Then I had to go for orientation at McDonalds at 5 pm. Mike's mom drove us and we got out of there at like 6 or so. I got the job, and I have to go for training on Monday 4-8. I'm really nervous. I've never worked a register in my life. lol, I'm scared. I guess I'll get used to it. The only thing that bothers me, is that they only have guys pants as uniforms. So, I put them on when I got home, and they fit me okay, but the fuckin crotch is SO LOW!! I feel like such an idiot. Like, am I supposed to wrap them around my chest, or let them hang down like a friggin guy? Anyways...I didn't go to school today because I had a major stomach ache. I think I'm getting them from Mike, because he gets them profusely.

In other news... Tuesday after school I got off on Rockland Ave, and I was walking down to Mike's and I walked into Annie. So yeah, I did the least of what I should have done, because I kind of felt bad to tell you the truth. So, I didn't do anything, I just tried to talk to her, and ask her if she had anything to say. So then later on Mike and I were watching Duece Bigalo in his room with his brother and his sister, and Annie's mom came to the door and told his parents all this stuff. And he starts freaking out on us both. He was like "MIKE, COME DOWN STAIRS IMMEDIATELY, AND I WOULD LIKE KATIE TO COME TOO!" So we did, and basically all his dad heard was "egg at the house, and screaming in Annie's moms face". Mike and his dad almost fought, because his dad wasn't listening to OUR side of the story. He was saying that I wasn't allowed over for a while, and that Mike was grounded. Plus the fact that his dad found out Mike smoked a cigarette. But then they listened to our side of the story, and about the rumor that was spread, and he decided Annie and her mom should come to the house and we would all get to the bottom of the problem. So yeah, at the end of that everything was fine and accomplished. They told us to shake hands, and we did. I'm just glad its all over and done with, because I was about to shoot myself with the bullshit I had to put up with just to wanna LOVE someone. Hopefully I wont hear anything else about this anymore. Now I could be happy.

I have to go to the mall this weekend and get all black shoes for work, I also have to start Christmas shopping. I ordered samples of some MAC pigments. I wanna get the holiday gift sets of MAC brushes and the MAC pigments. I hope they're not sold out by the time I get there. That would suck.

I'm so bored. I miss Jamerz. I didn't get to hang with her yesterday because of our anniversary. Now that I'm gonna be working, this is going to be so hard to chill with her. Ugh. How does she do it???

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"I don't hate you 'cause you're fat, you're fat because I hate you" [06 Dec 2004|08:55pm]
[ mood | determined ]

haha some things I've been listening to lately. Christmas music has been my thing the past two weeks. Other than Christmas music I was listening to the things that Stevo once recorded on his computer and sent them to me. One of them was a WHILE ago when it was Rob, Ali, Stevo and me. We were sitting in his den and Rob was playing with a lighter, and all the sudden Ali FLIPS his lid on him about how he shouldn't be playing with lighters. He starts screaming at him, hitting him with the soda bottle, telling him to go to his room and he can't have supper, (lmfaolmfaolmfao) Of course he was joking, but omg, we got it ALL on the computer, and I can't stop listening to it. Another one is of Stevo just chillin in his basement going NUTS on this really mini acoustic guitar he had, which contained of like 3 strings. lololol. He goes nuts, then he screams, then goes nuts again, then screams, then goes nuts, and hes all like "i am the death metal man", and he's making all these REALLY funny fucking noises. I could just die. I taped them onto my phone so I could listen to them whenever, whereever. Oh man, the things I do for a blast from the past.

Anyways... what's new... I'm downloading Boulevard of Broken Dreams. I really love the slow verses. It gets to me in a good way. I downloaded the ringtone by The Killers, Somebody Told Me.  LOL. I completely love that song. I got a sucky version one though. I really should have gotten the one that sings the words. Oh well. I get report cards tomrrow. I can't tell if I'm excited or if I'm scared. I haven't kept track of how I was doing the past marking period. Uhm.. I asked my daddy if I could get the Dell DJ for Christmas and he said yes, I'm soooo sooo sooo excited. It holds 2500 songs, and it's like 200 dollars. Mike's getting one too. eeeeeek. Speaking of Christmas presents, we have shopping to do. My mama said I could use 100 dollars on my credit card to buy presents. So that helps alot. I worked on Sunday and I made like 85 bucks. Mike added in his 80 from his mamaw and we have to buy presents forrrrr... his mom and dad, his sister and brother, his mamaw and pa, my mom and dad, my brothers, Kryssee, and Kylie. I'm not exchanging presents with ANYONE this year unless they ask me.  I don't even know if I'm exchanging presents with Kryssee, but I could have sworn she mentioned something about it. I'm not sure. I got Jamie's present already. I swear that me and her got eachother "THE coolest presents in the history of presents...........ever" (haha) She got me this:

Dior Sparkling PaletteCollapse )

I'm SO excited to get it. It's a compact Dior mirror, with two shades of lipgloss, and a Dior lip brush. And those are PINK rhinestones on the front asdkhassdfsdf. Now tell me that you have good friends like that, that would buy you DIOR for Christmas. Come on. :-D So, I went to Sephora, and what she wanted was the Diorshow mascara, but I got her the gift set, which was like 40$ instead that included the Diorkiss lipgloss, and this liquid lotion. They put it in this cute box and everything. 'So fetch.' lmfoalmfoalmfao I had to put that.

I have such a pounding headache. Ouch.

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[03 Dec 2004|11:39pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Stolen from Jamerz.Collapse )

hmmm.... I should really go to bed. I'm tired. What's new... I deleted my kazaa bullcrap because it SUCKS, and I downloaded LimeWire instead. Jamerz got me the Dior keychain that turns into a lipgloss from sephora for my Christmas present. She said it was expensive, and wouldn't tell me how much it was. lol. And I know exactly what I'm getting her :) I actually got my dad to just LOOK at the Dell magazine at the Dell DJ I want to get. Maybe he'll come around. I applied for a job at McDonalds, since I know some people there and it doesn't seem that hard, and also the fact that I live like 5 minutes away. I'm working this weekend with my mother at the Kings Arms... hopefully still after the fight we had last night. Long fuckin' story. I can't stand my mother sometimes. I severely need money though. I just don't know, I just don't know... goodnight.<3

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[01 Dec 2004|10:33pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Yeah well, this past week has gone by real quick. I've been putting in applications for so many jobs. Today I went to BK to apply for one. Saturday I'm gonna go to where Jamie works and see if she could get me in. Right now I'm really depressed and pissed off. I hung out with Jamerz tonight. I went to see her mommy and daddy and we hung in her room, and I read some of the book I want that Anthony Keidis wrote. I like it alot. I went to the mall the other day and I got the Dior mascara "Diorshow". It was only like 25 bucks, so that was good. I showed Jamie and she wants me to get her it as her Christmas present. I got my hair dyed back brown and with carmel highlights, and I got it cut.

this is what it looks likeCollapse )

I don't know what I was trying to do in that picture, but I like it. I had my old picture on hotornot.com (lmfao, don't laugh) but hey, I got a 9, and I was hotter than 90% of all the chicks on the site. So, I decided to change my picture to that one. Only 17 people have rated me so far and I already have an 8.4. I only put it on there like a few hours ago. so. lolol. Anyways. I have to go to bed. I'm fuckin' tired of everything right now. Goodnight. <33

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[25 Nov 2004|03:43am]
[ mood | WIRED ]

 

How about I'm bored and I feel like posting pictures for old time memories?Collapse )

Okay... I'm so fucking bored. It's 4:15 AM. Seriously now.. goodnight<3

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[25 Nov 2004|01:54am]
[ mood | drained ]


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Yeah well. It's like 1:30 AM right now. I have a HUGE stomach ache, I think I'm going to pass out. Thanksgiving tomorrow. SO boring. I'm having my Aunt and Uncle over with my little cousin. So, I have to stay home. I was supposed to go give in those applications tonight, but I got to GRP too late because SPEED CAB SERVICE SHOULD CHANGE THEIR NAME. Stupid asses. And I still gave the idiot a tip. It's not THAT hard to find a street off of Amboy Rd. So, I have to try and get them to the mall sometime before dinner tomorrow. I might have to go and take the bus from GRP by myself. Maybe Jamie will go with me really quick if she's not doing anything then. Depends on the weather I guess. Then Friday I'm going to Mike's grandmas house to eat leftovers with his family. We're probably gonna hang out with Rebecca and Ally. Uncle Bob said he'd let us chill in his backyard and do cool stuff, then Ally, Mike and I could sleep over. My mom actually said yes, now I just have to tell my dad. Speaking of things I have to tell my dad. I have to let my dad know that I'm going on a cruise with Jamerz and her family in the summer. I'm so excited for that. Can't wait.. eek! He better give me more money this time because $300 was NOT enough to go shopping for a WEEK in California. OKAY, come ON. Anyways, I'm gonna catch a smoke, since the father just went to bed, then I will follow in the same. Goodnight. <33

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[03 Nov 2004|05:09pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh well. Today was the first day back to school for almost a week, haha. Don't ask. Halloween was cool. I worked until like 4:30, then I headed over to Mike's and he had family over. So we were planning to just hang out in his house, then later on, Anthony, Vinny and his girlfriend Nina came and called for him. So, we decided to go out. They came back like 15 minutes later and said that Annie and her little friends were just chillin at the end of Mike's block, for what reason I DON'T know. Anyways, we hung out for a little while then Vinny and Nina left, and it was just the three of us. We had some fun with eggs. Then we went to meet Sean and John and we creamed Annie's car and doorstep. Mike smashed her pumpkin and basically made her eat it. hahahaha. Yeah, I'm getting jumped, huh Annie? I didn't see your little friends do shit to me. They didn't even have the balls to hit me with shaving cream. Neither did you. So shut your fat mouth from now on.

In other news, I have a 78 average. I got in the high 70's and 80's in most of my classes. I failed English, oops? My dad actually said something about my 88 in Math. I got a 77 in Psychology, 82 in US, 75 in EMT, 70 in Gym, and an 88 in Spanish. Hell yes...<3

When my dad gets home we're going to NJ Gardens to look for a winter coat. I don't know if I'm gonna find anything there but I will try. After that I'm supposed to chill with Jamerz at GRP or something. I'll call her if she answers her celly. If not then I'll just go to GRP to hang with the crew, and see if she shows up.

I went to the mall the past few days to shop with the money I made. I got a sweater from AE

 it looks black, but it's really magenta, with a light pink. It's cute.

 and a shirt

. I got these cute booty cut short underwears in white with snowflakes on them, and I loved them lots (and so did Mikey) so I went back and he got me them in red and baby blue. :-D  They don't have the picture on the site so I can't post it :(

and I also got these high heel snowboots.

They're sexy as hell. I love them.

Anyways. I'm going now. Bbye. <3

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being bloated, blows. [24 Oct 2004|10:31pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

I just got back from PA. It wasn't that bad. We left Saturday morning, and we got to my aunt cookies around 2 or 3. The wedding was at 5. We all got ready in the beauty parlor. I did my mother makeup because she was being a gypsy. She sprayed her hair black, and she wore all this shit that made her really look like a gypsy. She stole most of my shit that was laying around in my closet. She took my sandals, my banquet dress, my sheer overthrow jacket, my hoop earrings, and I did her makeup with my make up. Soooo, yeah. My dad was the grim reaper, and my brother Mike was Willy Wonka. His costume was THE best. It was so funny. I was the graveyard fairy. It was sexxxxxxxxxxy. :-D But yeah, anyways, I really have to go because my lovely boyfriend wrote my essay that is due tomorrow for English, and I have to revise it and print it out.
<3333333333 bbye.

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